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De beproever kwam naar Hem toe en zei: ' Als U de Zoon van God bent, zeg dan dat deze stenen brood worden.' Een stem in mijn mind die mij voorschrijft waarnaar ik verlang of hetgeen ik verwacht, één gemis wat in mijn gedachten opkomt , hetgeen mij vervolgens ook belemmerd en in beslag neemt, iets voorschrijft. Dit kan ook iets zijn wat ik van één ander of van mijn omgeving verwacht. In mijn mind creëert dit mijn voorwaarden, hetgeen afscheiding manifesteert, hetgeen dat verhinderd wat  kan terugvoeren naar onze bron. De ervaring van verwachting, dat wat ik verwacht, fungeert als informatie van datgene wat ik wil dat er zou moeten gebeuren. Informatie hetgeen als interpretatie fungeert, waarmee ik de uitkomst van mijn verwachting bepaal. Dit in relatie tot anderen of mijn omgeving. Mijn mind observatie hetgeen mij wegvoert van deze eenheid. Een onvervuld verlangen kan in angst verzanden. In ongerustheid wat kan terugvoeren op onvoldoende emotionele aandacht, het gemi...

Voorafgaande aan het bezoek aan opa en oma werd ik geïnstrueerd hoe ik me gedragen moest. Staande op straat, nog zittend in de auto, voor de deur van opa en oma, gaf mijn moeder mij de aanwijzingen door.   Vooraf aan mijn bezoek wist ik dus, denkende over de gevolgen van mijn bewegingen op de stoel waarop ik stil beweegingsloos zonder geschuif niet met mijn ellebogen op tafel en zonder geslurp of gesmak, moest zitten. Niet op mijn gemak maar strak in de houding volgens plan. De haartjes gekamd de blouse en broek strak gestreken en in de plooi melden wij ons volgens afspraak aangekondigd op het opgegeven tijdstip. Iederen in peace en vree, ogenschijnlijke vrede waaronder de vrees van represailles zich verschool. Zolang ik de behoefte ervaar, de eerste gedachte zodra ik wakker wordt: 'ik moet naar de supermarkt om drank te kopen'. Dan haal ik wel drank in huis omdat de onderliggende, achterliggende, onvervulde behoefte nog niet vervuld is. Het spel tussen wel en niet ...

When you talk about I, you're talking about the story of your mind. The idea of self. Your self idea. Idea's which represents images about how people or things should behave or be. Conditioned by someones own acceptance and allowance. The self-image mind format, which reflects the ownership of the expectation or desire.  A creation From the past images looking for fulfillment in the future. A fugitive I, like a wave at the water surface which any moment will change, than disappears.  I am here, as reality, without this needed mind self-image. I am here as Beingness, which is always Selfhonestly like innocence, Without doubt behind the words I use.  Doubt which exist within my self image mind, which is separated as itself and depends on the energy of my mind, which can change every minute or every single day. When I need something then imbalance covers my perception.  When I notice that voice of this self-image imbalance within my mind, if I am aware of it...

From What does my view of the other person consist of? What a rigid man you are? You are not flexible at all. Your actions stem from rigidity. You can't behave differently at all. In addition, you always brag about the many activities you do for others.  When I think about this person then I realize see and understand that what pops-up in my mind is that: 'you always put yourself in the center and demand all the attention from others. You emphasize How special you are for that what you do for others, you say I do not say what I do for others because In return I want receive positive appreciation.  Then I start thinking so that's why you don't name this Again and again, over and over again, over the years I know you Identify you self with the personality 'how busy you are with helping others', but why do you name it, At every occasion and during every meeting with fellow volunteers. Why?' Awareness is about the need That I neet to step out of my ...

Some time ago I was asked to write about my experience with the Desteni Lite and Pro Process. Which I Did!  My post  See here : 'From alcoholic to self responsible individual with the Desteni dip tools.' At that specific moment it didn't dawn on me how much I let myself be, as physical Beingness, limited by choices I made, responding at information stored within my individual determined mind extent. Which was activated by external performances. The storage includes information about my interpretation from experiences I had in relation with my unfulfilled needs, expectations and desires. Experienced memories added into my physical body and Beingness. Visible made mind resonance by using the Desteni tools. Influences formed by feelings, expectations, hope, assumptions, emotions or thoughts.  At Desteni we thoroughly research and investigate the essence of what it means to live responsibly and fully. This research is done through the participation of everyone tha...

When I demand peace and tranquility its because there is a fight going on in me, because I understand something needs to change.  Although It was promised to me! But my acceptances and allowances longing for Fulfillment this experience of promise as expectation keeps me in place. Focusing at the external promise, as promised accepted within my mind which then  controls me as a unwritten rule.  My experience of expectation mind achievement Devised certainty. For context please see my previous posts.  What I want develop a kind of "perspectivist flexibility", that is, being easily able to put myselve in the shoes of other perspectives. Empathize with the different points of view that live in other people and the organization.” I realize see and understand 'in me as me' something I somewhere in my life decided and created as existence, I manifested within my mind that I submit myself to as my own written mind rule/agreement: 'I need to achieve certainty ...

I realize see and understand that it's only possible to do something, when I behave in a similar manner as the manners which I use to disapprove. Because what Provides me with the information I have used That I disapprove someone or something? For instance my disapproval of being Obedient. If someone told me to obey some restrictions or rules, then I experience resistance, I getting forced through imposed rules.  If you Go to an education, You already know in advance you know that you will be judged on their rules. From my Beingness I have always experienced resistance to imposed rules.  I experienced Listening to rules such as Imposed Obedience. By now, I also know that I act against opposed rules which I am agitating against, those were needed to know that rules are restrictions of my creativity to physically explore the outcome of my Beingness.  Thus somehow Assumed accepted and allowed myself the information like the way I have blamed others. The blame whi...

In my previous post I realize see and understand that I listen to people through the glasses of experience how a detective personality of extreme vigilance listens to a suspect.  I realize see and understand that I expect that women are not to trust. In relation to reliability women are hypocrite.  After A tells me something then I experience the thoughts, feelings and energy of it's Hypocritical.  I realize see and understand that I Spoke to A that A should search at the internet, using a dating app, for another man. I realize see and understand that I told A that I with my permission offered A the opportunity to cheat on me.  It was my responsibility that I listened to the words of A, through the glasses of ability and experience how the detective personality of extreme vigilance listens to a suspect.  A is already my triggerpoint and suspect of mistrust. No doubt about it.  Selfforgiveness   I forgive myself that I have accepted and al...

Grateful, feeling or showing an appreciation for something done or received. "I'm grateful to you for all your help" What's easier for me, start complaining  or being thankful?  Seeing and understanding  I realize see and understand that I complain about something because I have a goal in mind, something that's missing which I am longing for. The longing as the energy of desire, and the image of missing, both manifest this energy of missing and the goal (desire) which I have in mind, which is causing the error, because where I am longing for is what I am missing, and whit my thoughts, both aspects, I want to control my mind. When it's cold, wet and windy outside, within my inner mind experience I desire the sunshine, the warmth and cosiness of summer. As you can see, In a way, most of the time we create trouble, as the image of the cold (desire) in here, and the image of the sun (missing), our goal, which we accepted and allowed ourself to exist as the error i...

Opinion /əˈpɪnjən/ 1. a view or judgement formed about something, not necessarily based on fact or knowledge: "that, in my opinion, is right".  Similar : belief, judgement, thought(s), thinking, way of thinking, mind, point of, view, viewpoint, angle, attitude, stance,  perspective, position, standpoint, theory,  conclusion, verdict, estimation, thesis, hypothesis, feeling, sentiment, impression reflections, idea, notion, assumption, speculation, conception, conviction, contention, persuasion, creed, dogma, as I see it, in my view, to my mind, from my standpoint, personally, in my estimation in my judgement, in my book, for my money, if you ask me.  2. a statement of advice by an expert on a professional matter. "if in doubt, get a second opinion" I realize, see and understand my Recommendation, mind, impression is not what really is real in here. Real in here would be Beingness as Self directiveness, our essence, our substance as Beingness. First has to be Aware o...

My quest is to produce a means for us to observe  ourselves and to  choose whether or not this  behaviour of defining ourselves with past of mind is serving us.  Being  who I am shows me that by  clearing my  creativity and myself from the  infection of the past (which we can call viruses), allows me to have  presence of mind, the experience and  expression of myself in every moment of now (now operating wholly).  What stops us from being fully creative beings? Must be what we are pre-occupied with? We can only express  what we are occupied with  which is the  thought pictures which we  have of ourselves and our  world.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to a grudge and thus become spiteful toward humans in my world, where I have preconcieved ideas and beliefs that they are going to hurt me and thus i need to protect myself and thus I say fuck it, I wil...

Flede away Flede-away was and still is my strategy to solve my problem. I pull up the wall, in myself at the moment wherein I experience the slightest kind of setback. Within this habit, building a wall of separation, this pattern which I want to neglect and avoid, so what exist persists, this pattern of avoiding conflict, I constructed with the energy of the experience of shame, the experience of disgusting, the experience of fear too communicate what I need, and instead to not share my experience, because of my expectation that the person who listened to me will start Analyzing my experience or neglects my need.  I realize see and understand that when I blame someone who is not acting in a way I suppose, or expect, is because that I analyze this person in accordance with with wath I need from them and did not get which they neglected to do.  Neglected feels like they Neglect me.  This suppressed information, as the attachment of my experience within my mind...

Today I spoke with someone about bad things which happened to me wherefore I blamed several people. I realized I did. Lol. The end result was that I was the victim of the bad behavior of others.  I realize see and understand what resonates, still stands out, as me in me. Like in the me-dia. As a dia picture is spreading the news. The way in me, as my personal pictures, added as mind information I have not face yet.  As the conspiracy of my mind which a became aware of today. I need to watch at those pics and Selfhonest reflect and face them without resistance.  'Just notice, don't fight against it, stand equal with, on a daily base'.  What reflects within as without.  Defenition of Conspiracy A secret plan by a group to do something unlawful or harmful. Something dishonorable.  For example: "harmful claim - a plot that wearing a mask can make you ill" .  The word plot means a plan made in secret by a group of people to do something illegal ...

'For me personally, the pattern emerged towards whoever I thought or believed was apparently responsible to make me feel better.' Some days ago I was thinking 'she does not' in a split second I was experiencing the energy of anticipation in longing something. The belief that someone had to do something for me.  Thanks for sharing, reading about similar points I was facing.  During this read I realized that I, like the author did, created my inner self talk during childhood. This creation, the link with what I expect wherein I anticipate.  I remember that I was sitting there, looking through the bars of my box, a furniture piece in the living room which I was placed in to protect me because my parents where busy. When I was sitting there I was longing for freedom to walk or Crawl and play, but instead I was suffering because I literally and physically wanted 'out the box', lol.  This memory, and my awareness about this experience, takes place when the...