Day 627 opinion.

Opinion /əˈpɪnjən/

1. a view or judgement formed about something, not necessarily based on fact or knowledge: "that, in my opinion, is right". 

Similar: belief, judgement, thought(s), thinking, way of thinking, mind, point of, view, viewpoint, angle, attitude, stance, 

perspective, position, standpoint, theory, 

conclusion, verdict, estimation, thesis, hypothesis, feeling, sentiment, impression

reflections, idea, notion, assumption, speculation, conception, conviction, contention, persuasion, creed, dogma, as I see it, in my view, to my mind, from my standpoint, personally, in my estimation

in my judgement, in my book, for my money, if you ask me. 

2. a statement of advice by an expert on a professional matter.

"if in doubt, get a second opinion"

I realize, see and understand my Recommendation, mind, impression is not what really is real in here. Real in here would be Beingness as Self directiveness, our essence, our substance as Beingness. First has to be Aware of the mind automatic influence. Without The flow of thoughts, emotions, feelings, assumptions and interpretations. The opinions of our past experiences we gave meaning as a Lack of what we missed and longing for or assumed to receive as the Lack of a desire. 

Yesterday I spoke a man who told me 'I can't handle, I can not cope with unplanned, thus for me unexpected changes during my day. I started thinking: 'when something unplanned happens during the day, the man feels the energy of unpleasant because the man visually reacted irritated'. In the moment the man told his experience My mind started craving for an explanation.

I realize, see and understand "if I am in doubt, Stop myself and Breath and get a second opinion"

Selfforgiveness 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when the man spoke about his unpleasant experience that I believed he was irritated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when I saw the man's Facial expressions I was thinking he reacts annoyed and irritated because something unpleasant happened.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I tried to explain to the man what I saw was happening inside him, as my opion, my belief interpret the facial expression of the man, which actually is the expression of my mind after I observed him.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I was convicted to my mind opinion, my point of view when the man started his story.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I did not avoid the speculation of my mind when the man started his story.

If and when I do not avoid the speculation of my mind, then I Stop myself and Breath.

I realize see and understand during the man's story I realized that my Beingness Fused, melted together with the speculation of the opinion within my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have always opinions when someone is telling some things about themselves. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when someone tells one's story and I try to help them then I participate into the survival mood of the savior personality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when someone tells one's story and I try to help them and the person rejects My contribution, I realize, see and understand that I then participate into the survival mood of the victim personality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when someone tells one's story and I try to help them and the person rejects My contribution, I realize, see and understand that I then participate into the survival mood of the victim personality which contribution is rejected, and then I feel the energy of disappointment, indifference, indeterminacy which activates my experience of irritation/anger, in a split second I also start blaming and accusing the person because my help is Ignored, in my opinion nothing worthy and wrong.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when I feel myself, experiences myself as my opinion, my belief and my behavior which I show is not Appreciated then I experience the energy of indifference and then I allowed myself to experience the energy of 'I am neglected', then my accumulated opion wakes-up.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself after I experience the energy of neglection that I then activate my suppressed assumptions and opinions accumulated during the years.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that the help which I offer which I present within my belief is representing my need for Appreciation and Recognition, the Evil as my mind which dictates what happens during moments when others tell there story.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that the evil of my mind still is longing for appreciation and recognition, what I give I will receive, because I feel unpleasant I want to achieve appreciation and recognition, because I was feeling indifferent, indeterminacy and Lack in general, so I will receive the same. What I give I will receive.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself in the first moments of realization, where I was aware of experiencing myself indifference and neglected, if felt negative, then I behaved myself as a giver, giving help, because I was longing for positive attention. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I experienced the energy of jealousy and was pissed, irritated and neglected that S got the appreciation and understanding I was longing for.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that my help in the first place as my opinion was "a superb performance" which was positive and perfect in my opinion which I wanted to show F who gave positive attention to S, where I also was longing for, which F then not showed to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that my thinking ''when I offer people "a superb performance", I will achieve positivenes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that when I offer people some superb performances I offer this performance to receive........., here I recognize a empty space.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I experience the energy of indifference and then I can't explain or give words what I want to receive instead.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that F acted indifferent and that's why F did not showed any Interest and involvement at me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have to show others respect and understanding to receive Sincere Involvement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking that receiving is only possible after giving.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that in receiving giving is involved instead sharing without Reason.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking that the reason for giving is based on the opinion/belief to receive something back. If and when I at forhand longing for fulfillment then I Stop myself and Breath. 

I realize, see and understand that fulfillment is based at the expectation to fulfill whatever I desires, as the victim to receive Unconditional attention, as the savior to receive compliments and the Blamer his justification is Allowed because he did not received as desired and therefore he blames others. 

I realize, see and understand that I commit myself that I want to achieve a Innocence Beingness as me equal as Oneness what's best for all life as life is meant to be without identification with the Different facets of my mind, where I can be the Innocence directiveness.

I commit myself that I first have to let go my experience that I have to achieve what's already here as my Innocence Beingness and only has to let go the expectations to receive what's already available, and the points to achieve has to release.

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