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Day 627 opinion.

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Opinion /əˈpɪnjən/ 1. a view or judgement formed about something, not necessarily based on fact or knowledge: "that, in my opinion, is right".  Similar : belief, judgement, thought(s), thinking, way of thinking, mind, point of, view, viewpoint, angle, attitude, stance,  perspective, position, standpoint, theory,  conclusion, verdict, estimation, thesis, hypothesis, feeling, sentiment, impression reflections, idea, notion, assumption, speculation, conception, conviction, contention, persuasion, creed, dogma, as I see it, in my view, to my mind, from my standpoint, personally, in my estimation in my judgement, in my book, for my money, if you ask me.  2. a statement of advice by an expert on a professional matter. "if in doubt, get a second opinion" I realize, see and understand my Recommendation, mind, impression is not what really is real in here. Real in here would be Beingness as Self directiveness, our essence, our substance as Beingness. First has to be Aware o...

Day 612 postpone apologies.

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Realization comes over time. When reading blogs from fellow Destonians . Pick out, just one or two words which can brings back memories in mind. As assumtions or expectation.  I realize see and understand For a long time I desired for apologies, which I was thinking that the one's I was longing apologies from Deliberately postponed to give me those sorry vindications. I realize see and understand because they did not, they did not showed me unconditional Support. That was the reason I started thinking I'm not worthy enough to receive apologies. In the art work above you see the spaghetti of thoughts, conclusions, emotions and my with relief fulfilled writing. Written with green ink from an orange pen.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that someone who I blamed for something that person did not what I wanted him to do the way I expected. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I did not get apologies as the way I expecte...