Day 697 allowance.

I realize see and understand that I assume: 'I am a failure.' 'It will never be good enough for me anymore'. 

I realize see and understand that's why I assume that things are never good enough for me. I always have critique how things should go because I suppose 'it's not okay'. For context please see my previous post. 

Allowance 
Sounding Allowance 'all I own'.
How it's possible that what I can own, in my mind exist as 'all I own'?

Allowance the amount of something that is permitted, especially within a set of rules, thoughts and assumptions for a specified purpose: "my baggage allowance".

Before allowance got value there was the decision of acceptance of this value. 

EQAFE.com acceptance allowance vs the decision. 

Definition of querulous
1: habitually complaining
2: FRETFUL, WHINING
a querulous voice

Selfforgiveness
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking that I am a failure.

'I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking in the morning when I wake up the first what pops-up in my mind is my assumption 'it will never be good enough for me anymore.'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I blamed others which became my accepted allowance. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when I blame others I am longing for something what I want and has value for me. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself because I participate in the energy of blame makes me believe it's not good enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when I am blaming an desire for the effect of my Assuming will be my thought 'it's not good enough'. 




I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I impose its not okay. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed that I participate in the energy of critique when I imposed myself at my thought 'its not okay.'

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that things should be available in that moment when I suppose 'it's not okay'. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not being aware this assumption makes me impulsively switch from A to b without Insight into the consequences of my decision. 

If and when I participate in the energy of habitual complaining, then I Stop myself and Breath. 

How it's possible what I can own exist as 'all I own'?

I realize see and understand that I start participating in the energy of habitual complaining when I have critique at myself 'it will never be good enough for me anymore.' 

I realize see and understand that it's my desire that things should be different. 

I realize see and understand that things should be available in that moment when I suppose 'it's not okay'. This assumption makes me impulsively switch from decision A to B without Insight into the consequences. 

I commit myself that I have to look at the practical goals to get what I want first overcome the Blamer in moments when I assume 'it's not okay'. 

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