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The words I use.  If I assume I am useless then I need to be aware that I insult myself, each time when I realize that points of uselessness get triggered. Get to be aware that If points of uselessness get activated then I experience the participation of the energy of insult.  For example someone told me today: 'you are a weirdo.' I think this comment belongs to the theme of insult and aggression.' What I can change is that I realize see and understand that the words I used about myself caused the energy of abuse. When I think about abuse I remember the use of aggression and violence which resulted in noise pollution.  Synonyms : Anger, Enraged, Furious, Hate Ineffective, Invective, ironic, Misuse, Sarcastic.  Opposite of abuse:  Nurture.  Opposite of Nurture:  Neglect, non attendance.  Attendance : Present with someone and helping or taking care of them.  I realize see and understand that's why I became a saver. I was not realizing, not...

I realize see and understand that I assume: 'I am a failure.' 'It will never be good enough for me anymore'.  I realize see and understand that's why I assume that things are never good enough for me. I always have critique how things should go because I suppose 'it's not okay'.  For context please see my previous post.  Allowance   Sounding Allowance 'all I own'. How it's possible that what I can own, in my mind exist as  'all I own' ? Allowance  the amount of something that is permitted, especially within a set of rules, thoughts and assumptions for a specified purpose:  "my baggage allowance". Before allowance got value there was the decision of acceptance of this value.  EQAFE.com  acceptance allowance vs the decision.  Definition of querulous 1: habitually complaining 2: FRETFUL, WHINING a querulous voice Selfforgiveness I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking that I am a failure. 'I forgi...

I realize see and understand that it's only possible to do something, when I behave in a similar manner as the manners which I use to disapprove. Because what Provides me with the information I have used That I disapprove someone or something? For instance my disapproval of being Obedient. If someone told me to obey some restrictions or rules, then I experience resistance, I getting forced through imposed rules.  If you Go to an education, You already know in advance you know that you will be judged on their rules. From my Beingness I have always experienced resistance to imposed rules.  I experienced Listening to rules such as Imposed Obedience. By now, I also know that I act against opposed rules which I am agitating against, those were needed to know that rules are restrictions of my creativity to physically explore the outcome of my Beingness.  Thus somehow Assumed accepted and allowed myself the information like the way I have blamed others. The blame whi...

Craving  the motivation for craving is for example an subconscious idea which controls and reflects words, assumptions and thoughts within your mind. Why am I?’ will have the same influences from our   environment and our, reactions and behaviour to what we observe, try out and copy. We use the examples we follow to   justify why we behave in the same way.  An opinion, idea, a point within your mind, which tells you 'follow up my order', 'be submissive, you need to achieve what I tell', achieve me, as the meaning within craving explains, the examples of the 'craving personalities' Passionate desire.  The craving personality, what your mind Whisperer tells you to do. When you decide to follow up the mind instructor's story, instead staying sober, relapse Lurks around the corner. The story of the craver wich is supporting the Intakeurge, 'the urge to use, take-in', the use of the substance or behavior, compensation for what is missing . The LACK which...