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As soon as I see someone making a mistake, I rate this event as a mistake. Then I experience irritation. I then think: 'I don't understand why you're making a mistake.'  I realize see and understand that I experience the energy of disagreement In my body and what appears exist. In my head I thought, because I was afraid that I will make a mistake, how can I keep the good peace by make others feel happy. I did everything without murmuring and without arguing so that no one can say a bad word about me. Selfforgiveness I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I started thinking how can I keep the good peace by make others feel happy.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I want to achieve securenes by making others feel happy.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I was insecure.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I experience the energy of disagreement In my b...

In my previous blog: 'Day 668 seeking approval powered by the energy of disapproval'. As you can see, at the end of this writing I committed myself I will write down some more realizations to share with you.  As you can see! After seeing your responsibilities, words will show you your mind resonance, within your physical innocence Beingness.  In this previous blog I also realized 'if I behave spontaneous people will react with the energy of Rejection, incomprehension and disapproval.  Because of this belief I developed the energy of disappointment. Which became the result of the Loss of Oneness and Equality.  My innocence Beingness which always will act in a way what's best for all life. I lost because the energy of guilt doesn't exist. Condemning others for their mistakes is also absent.  I started and believed in guilt by condemning others for making them responsible for what I blamed them for.  This energy of guilt and blaming others Is the ...

Seeking for Approval powered by the energy of disapproval. How does it looks like? It's not good enough for me to say someone is victim of the circumstances. It's much more valuable to find out the reasons why.  The always and all times accumulated energy of disapproval as the energetic existance, gaining for approval was always there, at the background of my mind, as long as I can remember.  Meaning: 'I always walked around as the experience, as the assumption 'Disapproval is there and will look around the corner at any moment.'  Kiekeboe.  Disapproval is the outcome of all the things Which I'm setting in motion. So why should I!!!  This energetic experience caused lots of fear and insecurity. They became visible in the backchats, my accepted personalities.  The fear of Disapproval as my interpretation after observation the Way people looked at me. With their facial expression they told me there disapproval. Or people change their promises or ...

Craving Longing, motivation, reason. When rejection is expected, it is not easy to interact with others in an open and neutral manner. Which toxic thoughts do I experience most often?  I think that my living environment will evoke Criticism and rejection In the mind of people who visit me, lol!  Without realizing it, we tumble into our own beliefs, pitfalls and 'issues'. We view the world from the perspective of rejection , threat , fear and uncertainty . These beliefs color and re-direct the way we view the world. Tumble into our own beliefs.  M doesn't visit me because the entrance to the flat Where I live according to M looks Dark and Grey. That's why M doesn't visit me. I experience M's arguments as rejection. Rejection of me as a person.  I'm expecting a visit tomorrow. I'm already working on the idea, since yesterday, That I take into account the fact: 'I will receive criticism and disapproval. I succumb because of my idea ...

For context, please see previous blog .  Done, a decision I made. A interpretation After observation which I accepted and allowed myself to Assume. A reaction translated into action.  A seemingly perfect image where behind frustration and aggression hide. Smiling faces and friendly helpful people, who let their frustration flow once the customers had left the building.  Seemingly lovely people who harassed me with their uncontrolled quarrels and expressions of despair.  I realize, see and understand that Since I have been living in my current home for seventeen years my mother visited me five times. The reason she doesn't visit me she told me more often is because 'I don't like the environment where you live in.'  I realize, see and understand that there are always conditions standing in between separation and Oneness and Equality.  Selfforgiveness  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have accepted the energy of ...