Day 669 the acceptance of personalities.
In my previous blog: 'Day 668 seeking approval powered by the energy of disapproval'. As you can see, at the end of this writing I committed myself I will write down some more realizations to share with you.
As you can see! After seeing your responsibilities, words will show you your mind resonance, within your physical innocence Beingness.
In this previous blog I also realized 'if I behave spontaneous people will react with the energy of Rejection, incomprehension and disapproval.
Because of this belief I developed the energy of disappointment. Which became the result of the Loss of Oneness and Equality.
My innocence Beingness which always will act in a way what's best for all life. I lost because the energy of guilt doesn't exist. Condemning others for their mistakes is also absent.
I started and believed in guilt by condemning others for making them responsible for what I blamed them for.
This energy of guilt and blaming others Is the reason for the fact of 'my loss of innocence' after guilt and blame poped-up in my mind system as the decision I made somewhere.
My accepted and allowed belief system started accumulating the energy of disappointment, fear, always expecting the Negative, loneliness and being a failure.
That's why I started seeking for approval Because within my innocence I have accepted the energy of disapproval. Seeking for approval because my energy of guilt and blame gave me permission That I put myself above others by condemning them. Because I thought others turned me down so I turned them down.
I thought they turned me down so I turned them down. When I turn myself down Then I'm ahead of others. Then I'll keep control myself. I will not allow others to judge or reject me. I will reject Myself.
What will happen after I rejection Myself? What happened when I decided to participate in the manifestation of the energy of Rejection.
Self Forgiveness
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself assuming that people in general will react with the energy of Rejection, incomprehension and disapproval.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking My spontaneity was punished.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking I'm being punished if I act spontaneous.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking I will get punished if I act spontaneous.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself act like I do not act spontaneous any longer I need to stay in control.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself assuming that I need to stay in control so no one will harm me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself act, behave and think 'if I do not move no one will harm me.'
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking If I do not mention what I feel or think no one will harm me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking when I smile and act friendly no one will harm me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I was seeking for harmony And thought: 'So If I act friendly no one will harm me'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself assuming when I stay in my comfort zone no one will ever harm me anymore.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I did not realize enough that what I want to avoid still accumulates the energy of my comfort zone which still exists as my belief 'no one will ever harm me anymore'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I participate in the energy of expecting 'getting hurt Personality' when I still expect that people will harm me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking I'll get harmed.
I realize see and understand that If I feel uncomfortable it's because I assume I'll get harmed.
If and when I experience myself uncomfortable, then I Stop myself and Breath.
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