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In my previous post I described my expectation, my concern before I contribute, already experience the energy of rejection As the result, the outcome of my contribution.  When you come into contact with someone who engages in splitting, you may feel threatened by how easily or quickly they can idealize or demonize you or other people for no apparent reason. I realize see and understand when I was reading These words I remembered my experiences with people in my life which behaved this way and always when they spoke Devaluing stuff about others that I experienced this As strange and Hypocrite.  I realize see and understand that I want to achieve and Develop healthy self-care and being not overwhelmed of my inner turmoil and experience of Idealize and devalue, and instead of narcissistic behavior I want to develop anti-narcissism behavior.  Realization   I realize see and understand that I accepted a personality, A pattern wherein I experience unstable and ...

In my previous blog: 'Day 668 seeking approval powered by the energy of disapproval'. As you can see, at the end of this writing I committed myself I will write down some more realizations to share with you.  As you can see! After seeing your responsibilities, words will show you your mind resonance, within your physical innocence Beingness.  In this previous blog I also realized 'if I behave spontaneous people will react with the energy of Rejection, incomprehension and disapproval.  Because of this belief I developed the energy of disappointment. Which became the result of the Loss of Oneness and Equality.  My innocence Beingness which always will act in a way what's best for all life. I lost because the energy of guilt doesn't exist. Condemning others for their mistakes is also absent.  I started and believed in guilt by condemning others for making them responsible for what I blamed them for.  This energy of guilt and blaming others Is the ...

Seeking for Approval powered by the energy of disapproval. How does it looks like? It's not good enough for me to say someone is victim of the circumstances. It's much more valuable to find out the reasons why.  The always and all times accumulated energy of disapproval as the energetic existance, gaining for approval was always there, at the background of my mind, as long as I can remember.  Meaning: 'I always walked around as the experience, as the assumption 'Disapproval is there and will look around the corner at any moment.'  Kiekeboe.  Disapproval is the outcome of all the things Which I'm setting in motion. So why should I!!!  This energetic experience caused lots of fear and insecurity. They became visible in the backchats, my accepted personalities.  The fear of Disapproval as my interpretation after observation the Way people looked at me. With their facial expression they told me there disapproval. Or people change their promises or ...

For context please see my previous blog.  The definition of  scorn  is a feeling and expression of contempt or disdain for someone or something. A favourite emotion employed by the bullies and those who think themselves better than others. For context please see my previous blog 'Day 639 realization after writing my blog about appointment'.  Scorned Scorned, defenition of scorn: Feel or express contempt or derision for. For example: "I was routinely ridiculed and scorned by conservatives and liberals alike" The difference with admire: The word admire means regard (an object, quality, or person) with respect or warm approval . For example: "I admire your courage" Being scorned:  Contempt or disdain felt toward a person or object considered despicable or unworthy: viewed his rivals with  scorn . b. The expression of such an attitude in behavior or speech; derision: heaped  scorn  upon his rivals. c. The state of  being  despise...