Day 628 annoyed.
Lately I realize, see and understand that I react annoyed. The annoying which covers my critizice. The critique which covers unfulfilled desire. The desire covers my expectation to receive positive attention. The not received positive attention from people who has to give it to me, Justified me 'being allowed to criticize others'.
Today I said good morning to a passer-by on the street. Then I said: 'do you don't say anything back when I say goodmorning to you, wherein I behaved slightly annoyed!' She answered back: 'but I did you did not hear me.' Oeps!
Selfforgiveness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that the voice within my voice told me she did not say goodmorning to me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I assume because my mind voice tells me, which justified my annoyingly reaction.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I see that I Lately react annoyed.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself the annoying which covers me critizice someone at the street passing by.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I gave here critique which covers unfulfilled desire.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that this desire covers my expectation to receive positive attention 'she did not say goodmorning'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that the not received positive attention from people who has to give it to me, an argument of opinion which I use to justify me 'allowing me to criticize others'.
If and when I criticize others, then I Stop myself and Breath.
I realize, see and understand that what I give others I will receive.
I commit myself to stop complaining about what I do not receive aI will write about, investing what I expect to receive from others, as my point and Backchats of desire which I use, when missing, as justification that I blame others, make them responsible, for something what's missing in my life.
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