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Over scrupulous, in all honesty, I do have some critisism to make. For context please see my previous post.  In all honesty, seriousness, truthfulness. Said when expressing your opinion honesty, truthfully or seriously.  In all honesty, seriousness, truthfulness. Said when expressing if someone else will be communicating there opinion honesty, truthfully or seriously, I experience the energy of rejection being critisized.  Selfforgiveness   I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself if I experience the energy of rejection 'being critisized'  then I assume what a pedantic person she/he is.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed if I assume what a pedantic person she/he is it's because I experience being critisized.  If I experience the energy of rejection being critisized, then I Stop myself and Breath.  I realize see and understand that it's not this easy for me not experience myself being critisized. Doi...

I'm useless was the first thing were I was thinking about when I woke up this morning. I realize see and understand this backchat is about 'I don't have a clear goal in mind.' Dictionary : unusable, useless, unserviceable, inefficient, refuse, good-for-nothing, purposeless, ineffectual, ineffective.  With no goal I am 'ineffectual'. That's why I am unusable 'good-for-nothing'. For context please see a  previous post.  Good-for-nothing : 'a person who is lazy and not helpful or useful'. Unpleasant people in general.  User :  a person who uses a relationship with someone only in order to get some advantage for themselves. Because I am thinking I am useless I don't experience a connection with others.  I realize see and understand if and when I'm thinking I'm useless then I am only showing concern about my own needs and interests. I realize see and understand I'm again a alcohol user since a couple of months. Since Y...

Self-protection is necessary as long as someone has trouble remembering an event, an traumatic Life experience. During conversations with my Buddy's and others, different parts of my mind became visible in time. It needs strength to walk process. It also needs courage and understanding that one can't be forced. Most of us during our lives are forced to Accept Parenting, Religious or Cultural rules. It takes Dedication to walk through the mind.  Out of the bleu, Out of nowhere, unexpected, abrupt. Not planned or asked for! Discovering, Understanding the views of the mind.  But, in a way we unconsciously Allowed those who presented us their norms and values, which became parts of us, exist as our Acceptance and Allowance. Travelling with us in time. Agree?  Some of those opinions or ideas Didn't fit our worldview but we were exposed to it and couldn't say yes or no at that time. Just had to follow up, because we had, as I did, to be obedient, because we were still depende...

Flede away Flede-away was and still is my strategy to solve my problem. I pull up the wall, in myself at the moment wherein I experience the slightest kind of setback. Within this habit, building a wall of separation, this pattern which I want to neglect and avoid, so what exist persists, this pattern of avoiding conflict, I constructed with the energy of the experience of shame, the experience of disgusting, the experience of fear too communicate what I need, and instead to not share my experience, because of my expectation that the person who listened to me will start Analyzing my experience or neglects my need.  I realize see and understand that when I blame someone who is not acting in a way I suppose, or expect, is because that I analyze this person in accordance with with wath I need from them and did not get which they neglected to do.  Neglected feels like they Neglect me.  This suppressed information, as the attachment of my experience within my mind...