Day 739 anger.

I realize see and understand that the reason for all my intentions, anger, frustration and irritation showing me something that reflects me my backchats, assumptions or motivation. 

If I assume that you are critical it corresponds with the fact that I experience your behavior as criticism. 

Animosity has his Basis that lies in the struggle that I have seen. What I Saw have provided my meaning. 

What I saw in the people in my environment. My interpretation of  Drunkards and swearing frustration they showed to me. What I have accepted and allowed as such. As my reality. 

How can I speak about my righteousness or sincerity with these examples that I describe as hypocrite. Lol. For context please see my post about animosity. 


Selfforgiveness 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I was annoyed with drunkards. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I became annoyed because of people which showed me their cursing frustration. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I blame others for what I attribute as hypocritical. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I made others responsible for what I attribute as hypocritical. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I blame others Without looking at the meaning of my annoyance. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not seen the reason about that my annoyance clarifies something to me. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when I blame it is my judgment as the energy of hypocrisy that I have accepted and allowed as such.

If and when I blame, I Stop myself and Breath. 

I realize see and understand that I need to stop myself when I experience the energy of disapproval because I think I am a better person than the other person which I Assess and then into myself the experience of Disapproval pops-up.

I commit myself that I need to be honest about what I think and assume.

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