Day 686 integrity.

Integrity is the personal quality, character trait, of an individual that implies that the person concerned is honest and sincere and not corruptible. The person has intrinsic reliability, says what he does, and does what he says, has no hidden agenda or feigns emotions.

How honest am I? 

According to my understanding of honesty, honesty should be like an unwritten rule. That one should not be concerned because as experienced in the past honesty turned out to be hypocritical. One told you this and acted and behaved differently as what was Said. 

If one act Selfhonest there will be no influence of the mind. If the mind is involved during promises then there will be no Security that the outcome will be as told. 

Selfforgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I accepted and allowed myself to act and behaved differently. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that because what was Said, my experience with Selfhonesty changed from honest into, because of my experience with acted differently as what was told. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that my belief that Selfhonestly should be an unwritten rule. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that my experience with being Selfhonest turned into, switched from the physical Beingness of Selfhonesty into the energetic experience of the Hypocritical personality. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I accepted that self honesty is insecure because my experience with the Hypocritical personality.

I realize see and understand that I accepted and allowed myself that I developed the pattern of excessive attention-seeking behavior. This became a pattern which starts in my early childhood. Later in live around my twelfth this pattern also included inappropriate temptation and an inordinate desire for approval.

When I do not get the approval Because of my idea of receiving disapproval then I will avoid the person which Approached me with rejection.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I primarily focus on receiving disapproval.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I primarily focus at the chance and possibility that people will cheat on me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I cheated an injury during soccer games, this behavior of attention seeking became a pattern which starts in my early childhood.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed that I cheated people By faking an injury. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I People showed hypocritical behavior which is negative behavior. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I act hypocrite for the reason that I wanted to receive positive attention.

If and when I act hypocrite to receive positive attention, then I Stop myself and Breath. 

I realize see and understand that I act hypocrite for the reason that I want to receive positive attention.

I realize see and understand that I act negative to receive the opposite positive.

I realize see and understand that as a child I was feeling negative and therefore I was thinking and then made the choice: 'when I act positive, then I will receive the positive, which resulted in a negative reaction. 

I commit myself that when I Act negative that I need to realize that I am longing for the positive. 

I commit myself that I need to realize that I accepted and allowed myself to develop this behavior for a reason.

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