DALKondersteuning

If I would know more than I need I has to Carry more mind. If I ask myself why and where for do I need more knowledge?  The question is if doubt changes into misdoubt than I does not have the Courage to trust myself any longer. Than I does Stop myself and Breath but starts thinking about which step I need to take To realize something in here. Than I start thinking about the fact and experiences myself that I have failed. In the same moment I read the following text: “Self forgiveness means to lay the past at rest and live every breath as a new life. The only reason you fall - is because you have not let go of the past. Push yourself, because eventually the will-power will be enough. I have fallen many times in developing sufficient accumulated will and discipline to change - never give up on yourself. It is those that give up = that Fail. Those that fall often, learn one thing about themselves: And that is that they never give up. I will rather fall often - than Fail....

Integrity is the personal quality, character trait, of an individual that implies that the person concerned is honest and sincere and not corruptible. The person has intrinsic reliability, says what he does, and does what he says, has no hidden agenda or feigns emotions. How honest am I?  According to my understanding of honesty, honesty should be like an unwritten rule. That one should not be concerned because as experienced in the past honesty turned out to be hypocritical. One told you this and acted and behaved differently as what was Said.  If one act Selfhonest there will be no influence of the mind. If the mind is involved during promises then there will be no Security that the outcome will be as told.  Selfforgiveness I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I accepted and allowed myself to act and behaved differently.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that because what was Said, my experience with Self...

After visiting A we agree that we will chat later that day. When I contact A, A is not available. After I text A, A is Not responding. Then I text ' are you busy'. Then A is texting me back: 'I am chatting with someone else'.  As you can read in my previous post  about 'abandonment issues', I realized that my 'Trust in others can also be damaged' as soon as I assume that an agreement made is not being respected'.  As a child I made this agreement with myself that people 'parents in general' should be able being available for the well care of their children and should respect this agreement as an unwritten promise, a principle to walk in word and deed.  Selfforgiveness I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking, after I read the text message from A - 'I am chatting with someone else', are you cheating on me.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking what A promised me A is no...