Day 680 I offered A the opportunity to cheat on me.

For context see previous posts. 

Selfforgiveness 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I offered A the opportunity to cheat on me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I offer A the choice to cheat on me. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I do not experience trust because of my assumption A doesn't give a shit about me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when A will cheat on me I can wallow in the energy of satisfaction that my assumption becomes true.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I looking For proof that people are cheating on me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that it seem that I prefer to play the cheater over the cheated on.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I am assuming I am the cheated on.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that it hurts I am the cheated on that is why I want to control A and Give permission to cheat on me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I give A permission to cheat on me so A can't harm me more.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I expect that people will harm me on purpose.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I do not experience Epistemic Trust because I assume that people do not have the willingness to treat me well as like I want.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that people have the willingness to harm me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I was longing for the willingness but that I doubt about people's willingness to treat each other well. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I want to find evidence for my mistrust expectation. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I want to find evidence for the mistrust experience in my mind. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I want find evidence for my mind assumption and experience of mistrust so I can prove my mind that I am right. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I want to find evidence for my mind assumption and experience that A is cheating on me so that I can find reason to avoid A. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself because I have allowed the experience of cheating existence within my mind that's why I believe that A will start cheating on me. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I want to achieve that A will cheat on me so that I can find reason to avoid A. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I want to find reason to avoid A Because then I don't have to make a connection being responsible for a agreement to walk in word and deed. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself assuming I do not have to make a connection with being responsible for a agreement to walk in word and deed. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself as a child I starred thinking they are not walking there responsibilities of a agreement to walk in word and deed. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I believe in and expect the effect of disappointment. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I am always associated with my idea: 'The outcome of ability in reality will be they are not'. 

For context please see my previous posts:
Day 676 when I assume you are cheating on me. 
Day 677 why I assume cheating. 
Day 678 mistrust to which I am extremely vigilant. 
Day 679 What women tell me I experience as they are hypIocritical. 

If and when I assume they are not, then I Stop myself and Breath. 

I realize see and understand in general I believe for the effect of the disappointment that the outcome of my words and deeds will be 'they are not'. 

They are not improve the willingness to connect with what happens inside me. 

I commit myself that I have to improve the willingness to connect with what happens inside me with writing self-forgiveness and stop blaming others and I will have to commit to my goals of Oneness and Equality which are the best for everyone and all Life. 


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