The negativity which we experience.
The negativity that we experience unconsciously, and which becomes visible in our behavior, or awareness by the other, and then by ourselves, this is the negativity that we have accepted and allowed somewhere, which we have experienced in relation to our educators, which is now exists as negative energy in our mind. We have to face this, 'we see our external world as the reflection of our inner self'. This insight provides us with new or different options.