DALKondersteuning

Getting  Ridicule d implies 'purposeful disparagement.' For context please see my previous blog.  In general I am Expecting that My Beingness will be rejected. My Main problem and inner turmoil arises from my assumption 'when I am involved, instead appreciation, I will be ridiculed.'  Being ridiculed was a tendency I became aware of during childhood. Beings in my environment also ridiculed others. Blaming and criticism was common sense, Others judge when people were different from them. They Gossiped and humiliated people with words. There was no possibility to argue or discuss about those Derogatory accusatory remarks.  In my previous blog I realize the way I treat someone after I asked 'did you already eat', and answered 'maybe'. This answer became the trigger why I got aware of 'purposeful disparagement.' I became aware of my trigger which Not implies that someone else is responsible for what I experience.  What I experienced as my interpretat...

I recognize moments in my life where I may for a while participate in angry backchat and resentment towards someone or something, but then it will seemingly ‘go away’ after a while – this ‘ going away ’  is not in fact real  - it means we have locked the reaction into a box within our minds, so that we may feel like ‘we are okay’ and continue with our day. The things which I see, are happening into myself which I need to be aware of.  link image  I realize, see and understand ''yes exactly - that is where the mind will direct the awareness of self to look at, distract from the actual evil i am particpating in in my thoughts to condem another without standing in there shoes through and through and if one can not do that, focus on self, this is the key i have found - bring the 'evil' one see in the world back to oneself.  So – imagine that when such moments keep repeating over time, we keep adding more and more energy reactions within this box with...