DALKondersteuning

Do I stand in my accepted self-created individuality? My Experience based on facts. Or became experiences without meaning, till that moment, facts?  At One moment, I'm walking down the street, then I look around the corner, Beyond a large building where I have no view of what comes after this bend. Only the moment where I have no view is there. At that moment A thought could be: 'I have no view'. But I have my Breath. I am Breathing without A self created point of meaning. My Physical Beingness Provides Me with Breath. A moment what's the best for me is already there.  What happens around the corner. Will it be a comparison? Collected information. Acceptance and Allowance of the past. Stowed away 'Unconsciously.' Around the corner I will be Aware. If what I will see, hear, smell already exists.  But what happens when you don't have an Plan what will happen? No clue? What will happen is that the Experience, that you will meet, meets you, As a refl...

My quest is to produce a means for us to observe  ourselves and to  choose whether or not this  behaviour of defining ourselves with past of mind is serving us.  Being  who I am shows me that by  clearing my  creativity and myself from the  infection of the past (which we can call viruses), allows me to have  presence of mind, the experience and  expression of myself in every moment of now (now operating wholly).  What stops us from being fully creative beings? Must be what we are pre-occupied with? We can only express  what we are occupied with  which is the  thought pictures which we  have of ourselves and our  world.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to a grudge and thus become spiteful toward humans in my world, where I have preconcieved ideas and beliefs that they are going to hurt me and thus i need to protect myself and thus I say fuck it, I wil...