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Day 706 I suppose arguing.

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I started mediating between my squabbling parents because I supposed they will start arguing any moment.  Later, because I already was expecting fight, also in moments when there was no fight, I was within my mind and body prepared to eliminate the negative energy of fight.  Prepared and Acted positive friendly and kindly. Adapted to my idea that I was responsible to take out the energy of quarrel of the air.  I realize see and understand that I was adapted to my assumption What generated the energy of Threat In the form of quarrel, that quarrel May be present suddenly and shows his face.  When this idea pops-up up in my conscious mind then at the same time I remember a image sitting at a table during Christmas. My parents were in the kitchen preparing the Christmas dinner. With every sound I am on my guard and prepared for the fight that will come. But in that moment they didn't Had started arguing. I realize see and understand that I am prepared for, a...

Day 659 grateful for

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Grateful, feeling or showing an appreciation for something done or received. "I'm grateful to you for all your help" What's easier for me, start complaining  or being thankful?  Seeing and understanding  I realize see and understand that I complain about something because I have a goal in mind, something that's missing which I am longing for. The longing as the energy of desire, and the image of missing, both manifest this energy of missing and the goal (desire) which I have in mind, which is causing the error, because where I am longing for is what I am missing, and whit my thoughts, both aspects, I want to control my mind. When it's cold, wet and windy outside, within my inner mind experience I desire the sunshine, the warmth and cosiness of summer. As you can see, In a way, most of the time we create trouble, as the image of the cold (desire) in here, and the image of the sun (missing), our goal, which we accepted and allowed ourself to exist as the error i...