That person is really complex
That person is really complex because If I ask
something, then he or she in general, always has counter-questions. The person
never even can answer my request as resounding with yes (Be obedient). In
general I always expect disapproval, criticism or that I am laughed at, being
ridiculed. Through My assumption I always experience certainty that I and my
contribution will be ridiculed.
I realize see and understand that Through My assumption, I do always experience certainty that my contribution will be ridiculed. Through My assumption I experience resistance, and then I want/ think about to avoid situations or persons whom I suspect will act according to My Assumption.
Or if I act impulsive later I criticize myself. My mother last Saturday told me 'why do you always react annoyed.' This happened after she doubted my contribution and during our conversation she gave her answer, without questioning me anything, she imediatly answered my contribution with No!
Selfforgiveness
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself assuming 'After my contribution I wil be ridiculed.'
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself I'm sure that my contribution will be ridiculed.
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