Day 710 respect.

In my previous post I experienced the energy of blame. I committed myself that It's better to ask myself: 'why do I experience this energy of blame. 

'Then the question will be: what did I long for which is my unfulfilled desire.'

I realize see and understand what is Causing the energy of blame within this circumstances within my mind was, I was longing for respect instead of the experience of the energy of disrespect. 

Respect, what does it mean? The Expression with which you show that you accept someone as a worthy and valuable person. Looking after and from this point of view 'taking others view and values into consideration, without blaming if I don't have the same point of view.'

So again, look (better) at the other, so that you perceive the quality of the other better, and you make yourself less important in relation to that other person which creates modesty.

Selfforgiveness 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I made myself less important in relation to other persons. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I created modesty instead of Oneness and Equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when I'm longing respect from someone else then it's forced.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I was desiring for respect.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself within my mind I forced myself to get respect.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get respect became Obsessive. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I became a despot.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself if I act like a despot then I force others to give to me the respect where I am longing for.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself if I do not get the respect where I am longing for then I experience the energy of frustration.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I did not see the view of the other if I make myself more important.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself if I make myself more important then I create inequality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself rather then start critize I need to Stop the blaming first. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I did not look at the points of critique because I have something else in mind. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself what the voice of the despot in my mind told me should happen. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I experience the energy of frustration if I don't receive what should happen. 

If and when I experience disrespect and make myself more important than others, then I Stop myself and Breath. 

I realize see and understand that if I experience disrespect then I make myself more important than others, and especially if I then expect respect from others. I experienced disrespect because I was/am longing, which I forced myself as an obsession to receive, from others, they should show me more respect, what the voice of the despot in my mind told me. 

I commit myself that I what I want to receive I have to achieve first in giving respect to others by looking at them. 

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