Day 674 abandonment issues.

I realize see and understand that I suffer from negative charged childhood events. 

Traumatic events in my childhood, such as being emotional neglected. This Has led to my negative self-image. 

Trust in others can also be damaged. 

I realize see and understand lost trusting others makes it difficult for me to maintain long-term relationships. On the other hand that which is broken can be repaired. 

First question To myself: 'Do I manipulate to stop people from abandoning me'. Yes in my mind I was. 

Abondment issues 

A combination of hereditary predisposition and childhood events. Research shows that many borderline patients have experienced traumatic events in their childhood, such as abuse, maltreatment or (emotional) neglect. This often leads to a negative self-image. 

Selfforgiveness 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I do not Trust in others. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that trust in others is damaged. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that my trust in others is damaged.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself realizing that My trust in others has been damaged. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I don't trust woman which is making it difficult for me to maintain long-term relationships.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I assume I am emotional neglected. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking being emotional neglected this Has led to my negative self-image. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself during childhood events I started to assume I will be abandoned without explanation. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I manipulate to stop people from abandoning me. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself after D left me D has abondoning me. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself after D has abondoning me, never spoke to me about the reason why. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that D never has spoken about the reason why. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself so I started thinking D left me because it was my fault. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that D's choice was my responsibility. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself I'm guilty why D made that decision to leave. 

If and when I am thinking that I am responsible for the decision of someone else, then I Stop myself and Breath. 

I realize see and understand that where the support that I gave did compromised myself because I was thinking that I caused harm to someone.

I commit myself that I have a deeper look at the aspects of the Borderline disorder, Because I was diagnosed as.

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