DALKondersteuning

For a while I walk process To address to myself what I'm experiencing. This objective insights in response, in reverse what reflects my own choices. For context see this post .  Hypocrite person.  1: a person who puts on a false appearance of virtue.  2: a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feelings. 3: a person who acts in contradiction to his or her promises. I'm right. Avoidance:  I'm right you are wrong.  Selfforgiveness I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking I am doing wrong I want to do right.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when people do wrong I want them they do right what I have in mind What meets my expectations.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I act selfish when I am flabbergasted when I assume you should not deviate but you need to do what is best for me.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my...

Integrity is the personal quality, character trait, of an individual that implies that the person concerned is honest and sincere and not corruptible. The person has intrinsic reliability, says what he does, and does what he says, has no hidden agenda or feigns emotions. How honest am I?  According to my understanding of honesty, honesty should be like an unwritten rule. That one should not be concerned because as experienced in the past honesty turned out to be hypocritical. One told you this and acted and behaved differently as what was Said.  If one act Selfhonest there will be no influence of the mind. If the mind is involved during promises then there will be no Security that the outcome will be as told.  Selfforgiveness I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I accepted and allowed myself to act and behaved differently.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that because what was Said, my experience with Self...

Epistemic mistrust: in the absence of trust. When there is no trust there is no capacity for change.  Epistemic Trust  (ET) is an individual's willingness to consider new knowledge as trustworthy and relevant, and therefore worth integrating into their lives.  In contrast,  epistemic  mistrust is characterised by inflexible thinking patterns and a difficulty to learn from the social environment.  Vigilant to others, from the point of view of being vigilant, mistrust is a strength and not a weakness and therefore hard to change.  What happened After I met A the points of mistrust poped-up in my mind. I became vigilant To find evidence for my mistrust expectation. So I can substantiate my expectation that I'm being cheated on.  I realize see and understand that I act extremely vigilant to A. I doubt about and experience the energy of mistrust behind everything A says, the way A looks at me I observe if there is prove for it that A behaves without de...

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have demanded myself 'I want to know my true self, myself as Beingness, as I was intended to be.  If and when I assume I need to be my Beingness, stand equal as Oneness and Equality, then first I have to recognize what I have accepted and allowed myself, the way I lost contact with my intented Beingness.  I realize, see and understand that my assumption 'Being ridiculed' became my arch-nemesis.  Lots of what was told, at the moment when it was told I already knew, and started thinking 'this is bullshit.' This is hypocrite. And because I accepted what I assumed it became my Hypocrity. For sure, I grew up in an environment where the energy of conflict disturbed the harmony where I was longing for.  link   I realize, see and understand that there was disharmony within my mind and on the other hand I was longing for harmony within my mind, Beingness and physical body.  I forgive myself ...

Seperated I spoke with the mother from a boy who is living in prison. What happens when detainees make trouble, then they get punished on top of their prison sentence. This punishment in seclusion is called separation. The boy told his mother that he like this place. Being Seperated is better for him because he does not need live together in a small prison cel with another inmate. The mother told me my boy suffers. He suffers from being subject to the impact of misofoni. When someone makes noises while eating or by scratching his skin through itching  because his previous cell mate suffers from Psoriasis. She continued 'If my boy is Being subjected to a overload of stimuli, created by sounds caused by a cellmate. As a result of this nuisance caused by sounds, then the boy feels irritated. He also told his mother about this problem when she made noises. His mother told me I don't understand that prison authorities not listen to my son's complaints after the boy t...