DALKondersteuning

In my previous post: ' how thinks can be done '  I committed myself in the post to come, this one, I will write about my expection: 'in advance of my contribution I already experience rejection As a result of my contribution'.  I am learning to understand that others can think differently from what I think. As a child I was expecting and automatically think and assumed that others without my explanation could understand what I was thinking.  In elementary school, I had an experience. While and after I was playing in the schoolyard. The experience which I did not understood was that I was punished by my Teacher.  My playing, my Spontaneous contribution to the game with other children, I was punished because I hadn't heard the teacher's instruction that I had to stand in line. Because I did not she ordered me to Wait next to the entrance door of the Schoolbuilding. I waited there for three hours. In the Meantime A happening took place inside the sc...

I am looking for someone who is always kind, caring and helpful as a natural way of unconditional being and support. I realize, see and understand that I am looking, instead indifference for someone without doubt, always kind, caring and helpful as a natural way of Selfhonest Beingness, a person who offers me unconditional support. I realize see and understand In relation to disorder I am longing for order without the energy of indifference. When I think about Unconditional Support, I compare this to the ' Love ' of caring, at the same time Love actually shows me the word indifference, which is the opposite of Love, the energy of indifference which I experience Lately. Sounding Disorder in my mind.  The received attention was not in order with where I was longing for. Therefore I always look how people react at my decisions and behavioral choices.  Indifference   lack of interest, concern, or sympathy. "She/he shrugged, feigning indifference." Another example of indi...