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Day 695 when I behave as manner of allowance.

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I realize see and understand that it's only possible to do something, when I behave in a similar manner as the manners which I use to disapprove. Because what Provides me with the information I have used That I disapprove someone or something? For instance my disapproval of being Obedient. If someone told me to obey some restrictions or rules, then I experience resistance, I getting forced through imposed rules.  If you Go to an education, You already know in advance you know that you will be judged on their rules. From my Beingness I have always experienced resistance to imposed rules.  I experienced Listening to rules such as Imposed Obedience. By now, I also know that I act against opposed rules which I am agitating against, those were needed to know that rules are restrictions of my creativity to physically explore the outcome of my Beingness.  Thus somehow Assumed accepted and allowed myself the information like the way I have blamed others. The blame whi...

Day 635 I demand B to Love me

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I see things which are useful for me. When I desire that B should love me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself desiring that B should love me, sounds like 'I demand B to Love me, now'. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that my desire Is my craving for love. If and when I demand, then I Stop myself and Breath.  I realize, see and understand that my demand is the construction, from the virus within my mind experience, assuming because B is not tell me 'I love you', that is why I experience the energy of sadness. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I blame B that I experience the energy of sadness because the lack of the Confirmation I was longing for. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I was longing for B's sympathy and empathy.  If and when I blame, then I Stop myself and Breath.  I commit myself to continue my proces. Desteni.org