DALKondersteuning

I'm useless was the first thing were I was thinking about when I woke up this morning. I realize see and understand this backchat is about 'I don't have a clear goal in mind.' Dictionary : unusable, useless, unserviceable, inefficient, refuse, good-for-nothing, purposeless, ineffectual, ineffective.  With no goal I am 'ineffectual'. That's why I am unusable 'good-for-nothing'. For context please see a  previous post.  Good-for-nothing : 'a person who is lazy and not helpful or useful'. Unpleasant people in general.  User :  a person who uses a relationship with someone only in order to get some advantage for themselves. Because I am thinking I am useless I don't experience a connection with others.  I realize see and understand if and when I'm thinking I'm useless then I am only showing concern about my own needs and interests. I realize see and understand I'm again a alcohol user since a couple of months. Since Y...

The words I use.  If I assume I am useless then I need to be aware that I insult myself, each time when I realize that points of uselessness get triggered. Get to be aware that If points of uselessness get activated then I experience the participation of the energy of insult.  For example someone told me today: 'you are a weirdo.' I think this comment belongs to the theme of insult and aggression.' What I can change is that I realize see and understand that the words I used about myself caused the energy of abuse. When I think about abuse I remember the use of aggression and violence which resulted in noise pollution.  Synonyms : Anger, Enraged, Furious, Hate Ineffective, Invective, ironic, Misuse, Sarcastic.  Opposite of abuse:  Nurture.  Opposite of Nurture:  Neglect, non attendance.  Attendance : Present with someone and helping or taking care of them.  I realize see and understand that's why I became a saver. I was not realizing, not...