DALKondersteuning

Do I stand in my accepted self-created individuality? My Experience based on facts. Or became experiences without meaning, till that moment, facts?  At One moment, I'm walking down the street, then I look around the corner, Beyond a large building where I have no view of what comes after this bend. Only the moment where I have no view is there. At that moment A thought could be: 'I have no view'. But I have my Breath. I am Breathing without A self created point of meaning. My Physical Beingness Provides Me with Breath. A moment what's the best for me is already there.  What happens around the corner. Will it be a comparison? Collected information. Acceptance and Allowance of the past. Stowed away 'Unconsciously.' Around the corner I will be Aware. If what I will see, hear, smell already exists.  But what happens when you don't have an Plan what will happen? No clue? What will happen is that the Experience, that you will meet, meets you, As a refl...

Experiencing An inner experience through which I experienced indeterminacy, which I cannot find words for, which I want to, instead embrace what's happening within my mind, I always want to find reason and meaning, sort of perfection, a product of fighting against the not known yet.  After some serious consideration What I experience as indeterminacy was, became my frictionpoint, 'my flagpoint', starts within my mind, as my desire within missing something, Designed As the word 'Helping'.  In my mind I am Assuming: 'they don't help nobody else to Achieve their goals'. They : (my parents), nobody else (me) .  Which became: 'It is a general law that no one helps nobody to achieve their goals.' Perhaps that is why I think I am nobody, nothing worthy, useless. I realize see and understand that I feel comfortable when I know something and uncomfortable if I don't. Another strategy I developed was looking forward and saw several tasks ...