Day 706 I suppose arguing.
I started mediating between my squabbling parents because I supposed they will start arguing any moment. Later, because I already was expecting fight, also in moments when there was no fight, I was within my mind and body prepared to eliminate the negative energy of fight. Prepared and Acted positive friendly and kindly. Adapted to my idea that I was responsible to take out the energy of quarrel of the air. I realize see and understand that I was adapted to my assumption What generated the energy of Threat In the form of quarrel, that quarrel May be present suddenly and shows his face. When this idea pops-up up in my conscious mind then at the same time I remember a image sitting at a table during Christmas. My parents were in the kitchen preparing the Christmas dinner. With every sound I am on my guard and prepared for the fight that will come. But in that moment they didn't Had started arguing. I realize see and understand that I am prepared for, a...