Day 693 the wall of yelling.
'I do not want to talk about it, then I Isolate myself from contact' for context please see my previous post. 'I do not want to think about what I am yelling around' . I already came to this conclusion at a younger age observing my parents and the way they were communicating with each other. What I noticed was that they agreed to Communicate with each other in a hostile way. I realize see and understand that I am thinking about words as 'shout, snarling, unfriendly, disapproving and dismissive'. They created a wall of yelling around me, my brother and sister. They got used to this way of Verbal violence in moments where the doors of there business were closed. When the doors opened they behaved the opposite what I experienced as Sanctimonious and unfair. This morning I was reading in a Virus free Mind In which Bernard Poolman refers to: In that same bible you can read, as Bernhard Poolman also tells In a Virus free Mind That we are ...