Day 667 Addicted to the energy of Disapproval.
Or that, for context please see previous blog, according to others, when I do not meet their standards of how I present myself in appearance, according to not follow up others standards, the result will be that I will participate in the energy of disapproval. Assumption 'If I do not fit into the standards of others I am sure disapproval will follow'. I realize see and understand within the same breath my realization pops-up that Disappointment is the brother of disapproval. I realize see and understand In moments where I participate in the experience and energy of disapproval, at the same moment I am longing for unconditional approval and positive Support. Which is almost impossible. When the energy of disapproval accumulates and pops-up in my mind, my mind takes control over my body and Beingness. So to receive approval, is not possible because the energy of disapproval blocks the Entry. Because the entrance is blocked I can not receive appro...