DALKondersteuning

In my previous post: ' how thinks can be done '  I committed myself in the post to come, this one, I will write about my expection: 'in advance of my contribution I already experience rejection As a result of my contribution'.  I am learning to understand that others can think differently from what I think. As a child I was expecting and automatically think and assumed that others without my explanation could understand what I was thinking.  In elementary school, I had an experience. While and after I was playing in the schoolyard. The experience which I did not understood was that I was punished by my Teacher.  My playing, my Spontaneous contribution to the game with other children, I was punished because I hadn't heard the teacher's instruction that I had to stand in line. Because I did not she ordered me to Wait next to the entrance door of the Schoolbuilding. I waited there for three hours. In the Meantime A happening took place inside the sc...

I realize, see and understand I avoid situations or people whom I think they ignored me. Then I experience the energy neglectance. Then I decide to avoid contact and isolate myself. When I avoid contact with people, after a while I think 'why don't they make contact with me?'  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I experience the energy of dissapointment because I experience myself neglected.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I experience the energy of disappointment Because I experience rejection and hostility in response to my request. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I Don't go to my doctor because at my request during a Telephone consultation with his assistant who asked my doctor, then he decided my doctor doesn't want to examine my blood. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have a reaction at the fact that my request was rejected without explanation o...