Day 668 seeking approval powered by the energy of disapproval.
Seeking for Approval powered by the energy of disapproval. How does it looks like? It's not good enough for me to say someone is victim of the circumstances. It's much more valuable to find out the reasons why. The always and all times accumulated energy of disapproval as the energetic existance, gaining for approval was always there, at the background of my mind, as long as I can remember. Meaning: 'I always walked around as the experience, as the assumption 'Disapproval is there and will look around the corner at any moment.' Kiekeboe. Disapproval is the outcome of all the things Which I'm setting in motion. So why should I!!! This energetic experience caused lots of fear and insecurity. They became visible in the backchats, my accepted personalities. The fear of Disapproval as my interpretation after observation the Way people looked at me. With their facial expression they told me there disapproval. Or people change their promises or ...