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Day 649 indifference disorder personality.

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I am looking for someone who is always kind, caring and helpful as a natural way of unconditional being and support. I realize, see and understand that I am looking, instead indifference for someone without doubt, always kind, caring and helpful as a natural way of Selfhonest Beingness, a person who offers me unconditional support. I realize see and understand In relation to disorder I am longing for order without the energy of indifference. When I think about Unconditional Support, I compare this to the ' Love ' of caring, at the same time Love actually shows me the word indifference, which is the opposite of Love, the energy of indifference which I experience Lately. Sounding Disorder in my mind.  The received attention was not in order with where I was longing for. Therefore I always look how people react at my decisions and behavioral choices.  Indifference   lack of interest, concern, or sympathy. "She/he shrugged, feigning indifference." Another example of indi...

Day 609 Annoyed

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By indicating how not to do, not want it, you also refer to how you actually want it.  I do Not want Loud noises. I like a soundless atmosphere. What represents the noise in my ear?  I do Not want that one ask me the same question, with the same answer several times. This Because I realize see and understand 'I did not learn a proper way how to ask.'  What happens in my mind before I and when I ask, I'm already experience negative excitement in my body. As the fear That the Answerer will react annoyed. So when I ask something, in the same moment when I ask, so before, I already experience the underlying emotion, the accumulated energetic experience of annoyed. Because I get distracted, distraction Which arose because I was, over and over again In myself thinking, then assumed, because I was repeating my thought 'if I ask the other person something, the one will react annoyed.' By repeating this through in my mind, re-eating like a cow does, eating like Grass, over-e...