Day 624 mind bias.
Historically, the term cuckold refers to a man who was unknowingly cheated on by his wife. Don’t get too hung up on that, though. Please see previous blog for context. I did, so for me the unknowingly cheating is a big issue for me. My assumption resonates with my inner turmoil of insecureness to trust. That's why I want to be around, and I want to achieve that I can check my partner, if it's true what is being told, promissed and committed. I think because of my insecurities to trust, the goals of commitment are negative charged. The risk is include, manifest by my idea, women are cheating, they do not take care for my securenes, they behave indifferent. 'They' , is biased, based at my idea (the idea of alcohol came up now during writing) the insecureness to trust. I realize see and understand that using, the use of Alcohol let me feel secure. Link I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I used Alcohol as a medicine to feel free inst...