Day 626 Grudge, useful stolen info.
My quest is to produce a means for us to observe ourselves and to choose whether or not this behaviour of defining ourselves with past of mind is serving us. Being who I am shows me that by clearing my creativity and myself from the infection of the past (which we can call viruses), allows me to have presence of mind, the experience and expression of myself in every moment of now (now operating wholly). What stops us from being fully creative beings? Must be what we are pre-occupied with? We can only express what we are occupied with which is the thought pictures which we have of ourselves and our world. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to a grudge and thus become spiteful toward humans in my world, where I have preconcieved ideas and beliefs that they are going to hurt me and thus i need to protect myself and thus I say fuck it, I wil...