DALKondersteuning

Know-it-all-ways-better, sounds like a habit to me of never ever seeking, speaking, listening or take counsel from others in consideration.  Never Take Into consideration to explore the opinions, assumptions, belief or thoughts from someone else.  Selfforgiveness   I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking D Never Took Into consideration to explore the opinion, assumption, belief or thought of me.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I blamed D that D never ever had a conversation about what I was doing that day.  I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking D Never Took Into consideration to explore D's own opinions, assumptions, beliefs and thoughts. If and when I'm thinking D did not did what I was expecting what D needed to do, then I Stop myself and Breath.  I realize see and understand that I want D something to do, Which is an alternative and different to my assumption...

For context see previous blog about Conviviality . To create, as ordered, a atmosphere of Conviviality I had to be cosy and sociable. The words sociability and Conviviality are used together.  On the other hand the atmosphere at home which I experienced was uncomfortable, uncertain, aggressive, unhealthy. Gezelligheid 'Conviviality'.  So the startingpoint as ordered to create the atmosphere of Conviviality, Was located, in my inner manifested mind energy whereas I was feeling/experienced myself 'very uncomfortable, as the negative energy of uncertainty, as my interpretation of the physical energy of aggression and unhealthy nurturing environment.  For instance before going to school without breakfast because my fighting companinons where sleeping at the time I went to school'.  Unhealthy nurturing, my companions, my parents where both sleeping and where not interested in my emotional care at that time.  I grow up in The environment of Played kindnes...