Day 736 subjugating

I wanted to please everyone and see satisfaction on their faces instead of anger or irritations. I Became the servant of my mind prescriptions. The voice wanted me to avoid anger, irritation or whining. People should be pleased, happy and having fun. The voice protected me. 

The act, fact, proces of subjugation or bringing under control. 


How do the labels and assumptions others make about us influence our identities?

Selfforgiveness 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I committed myself to the act, fact, proces of subjugation. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have allowed my that my mind voice as personalities Brought me, my physical body and Beingness, under control. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I subordinate myself at the demand of the voice of my mind. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that what others have instructed on me, which became my assumptions as told. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself what wAs told to me I accepted as my identity and labels. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I believed that my mind voice protected me. 

I believed that my mind voice protected me. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I believed my mind instructor. 

If and when I believe my mind instructor, then I Stop myself and Breath. 

I realize see and understand that I need to stop myself before I Act.

I realize see and understand that after I act I can look back and commit myself To accept my act instead of condemning it as bad or I have failed. 

I realize see and understand that I want to learn. 

I commit myself that I want to learn.

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