687 hypocrite person.

For a while I walk process To address to myself what I'm experiencing. This objective insights in response, in reverse what reflects my own choices. For context see this post. 

Hypocrite person. 
1: a person who puts on a false appearance of virtue. 
2: a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feelings.
3: a person who acts in contradiction to his or her promises.
I'm right.


Selfforgiveness
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking I am doing wrong I want to do right. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when people do wrong I want them they do right what I have in mind What meets my expectations. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I act selfish when I am flabbergasted when I assume you should not deviate but you need to do what is best for me. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking you are a good person if you behave the way which meets my expectations. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking people are reliable if they do not deviate from my expectation. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that If people are not reliable then I put on a false appearance of virtue and act hypocrite. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I put on a false appearance of virtue to receive positive feedback. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I want to experience certainty because I experience the energy of uncertainty. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I experience the energy of insecureness instead I want to receive positive feedback. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when people deviates, then I have not objective enough seen my expectation what I have in mind, that what I want to achieve. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I did not have seen what I want to achieve when I assume that people deviate from my expectation. 

If and when I want to receive positive feedback, then I Stop myself and Breath. 

I realize see and understand when I want to receive positive feedback I act hypocrite and that I did not have seen what I want to achieve when I assume that people deviate from my expectation. 

I realize see and understand when I experience the energy of insecureness instead insecureness I want to experience the energy of secureness. 

I realize see and understand that I want to achieve positive feedback because I think then I will feel secure. 

I realize see and understand that I want to experience certainty because I experience uncertainty. 

I commit myself that I will not put on a false appearance of virtue and act not hypocrite when someone deviates from my expectation, then I Stop myself and Breath and have to go in reverse and look at what my expectation was. 

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