Day 666 the desire for appreciation

When I experience the energy of Desire I also experience a loss. In that same moment, I manifest my expectation To get what I desire. In my previous blogs it's That I want to be valued as a human being and doesn't want to be judged How my physical living environment looks like. But it's me who makes those decisions. 

The carpeting in my house needs to be replaced. I'm ashamed That I don't have the money to replace it and I'm afraid of disapproval Because I have had this experience in the past that people disapproved my interior and therefore no longer wanted Be in touch with me and ended the contact with me. 

What I essentially wants that people be involved and show me some commitment, for me as a person and not disapprove me because they don't like my interior.


Selfforgiveness 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I experience the energy of loss when I experience the energy of Desire. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I experience loss when I experience disapprovement because people don't like my interior. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself at the moment wherein I manifest my expectation for appreciation that I have to realize see and understand that I want to get/achieve what I desire. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself - see my previous blogs - it's That I want to be valued as a physical human being. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I doesn't want/like to be judged on my physical looks and my living environment. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I I have made my interpretation as a issue with what I do not like. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I experience the energy of experiencing myself ashamed. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I experience the energy that I experiencing myself ashamed because I don't have the money to replace The carpeting in my house. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and myself allowed that I'm afraid of disapproval. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I experience the energy of disapproval because I have had this experience in the past that people disapproved my interior and therefore wanted no longer Be in touch with me and therefore decided to end the contact with me. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I as a child Judged on my appearance, whether my hair was properly prepared at the wishes of my parents and grandparents, the wishes of them being regularly communicated to me but what I experienced inside remained unspoken. 

When I judge others according to the energy of my disapproval character, then I Stop myself and Breath. 

I realize see and understand what I essentially want is for people to be involved and show me there commitment for me as a person. I wish that they Don't are disapprove of me because they don't like my interior. Or that, according to others, when I do not meet their standards of how I present myself in appearance, that I then participate in the manifestation of the energy of disapproval. 

I commit myself that I show people Unconditional involvement, without conditions of myself with whom I judge and label the other.

Blog to come: Addicted to the energy of Disapproval.

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