Day 661 hostility.
After The person, who I had an appointment with that day, appeared 15 minutes later as agreed without explanation or apologizing, and then told me 'we already make enough concessions', in myself I experienced the energy, the outburst of annoyance because I was disappointed about his behavior and the words he spoke to me. He behaved authoritarianally and dominantly. link Then one day later I called him and I left a message in the voicemail of his telephone because I couldn't reach him after he send me a email. My goal the cessation of hostilities. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not explore my cessation of hostalities. If and when I participate as the energy of Hostility, then I Stop myself and Breath. I realize see and understand that I because of my mind participation in the energy of hostility, couldn't sleep anymore and woke up because of hard noises made by my neighbors at 5 o'clock in the morning, I wrote down the fol...