Day 716 I feel sorry for her.
In this post I look at my desire for unconditional involvement. For context please see my previous post.
It's okay for me to feel sorry for her Because I feel the energy of guilt when I think back at the injustice she's been through.
Selfforgiveness
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I feel the energy of the emotion guilt when I think back at the injustice she's been through.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when I think back at the injustice she's been through then I feel ashamed.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I also in the past experienced the energy of anger because I didn't understand her choice.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when I think back at the injustice she's been through then I feel ashamed.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I feel ashamed and think 'this involment is what I have longed for'.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I was longing for some one who was show me I am involved by your life experiences.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I was longing for the experience of involvement as an understanding of what I have experienced as a loss.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when I experienced the energy of loss Its because I am longing for the energy that I receive involved support.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I missed unconditional involvement.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself I was assuming what I deserve to receive, what I have experienced as a loss, is unconditional involment.
If and when I am longing for unconditional involvement, then I Stop myself and Breath.
I realize see and understand where I desire for is that I expect to receive unconditional involvement.
I realize see and understand where I feel sorry for my mother is that I want to give her my unconditional Involvement.
I realize see and understand that what I want to receive is what I have to give.
I realize see and understand that if I am longing for the energy that I receive involved support from others That I make myself dependent on the involvement of others to achieve something of a purpose.
I commit myself to continue my proces.
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