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After visiting A we agree that we will chat later that day. When I contact A, A is not available. After I text A, A is Not responding. Then I text ' are you busy'. Then A is texting me back: 'I am chatting with someone else'. As you can read in my previous post about 'abandonment issues', I realized that my 'Trust in others can also be damaged' as soon as I assume that an agreement made is not being respected'. As a child I made this agreement with myself that people 'parents in general' should be able being available for the well care of their children and should respect this agreement as an unwritten promise, a principle to walk in word and deed. Selfforgiveness I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking, after I read the text message from A - 'I am chatting with someone else', are you cheating on me. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking what A promised me A is no...