Day 620 my relationship with indeterminacy
There’s just a realization and understanding that you don’t NEED each other, but you do enjoy each other’s company. And it doesn’t have to be more than that. Where you can just let the other person BE and there is not that intens 'attachment'. But the relationship with others shows me my attachments. The attachment that I have accepted and allowed myself to be trapped in, created by the idea and my inner experience that I am Mostly not sure, insecure how people react at me 'at wath I say', 'how I behave sitting at the tableI during dinner'. I don't know how they will respond. If they walk away, or react with misunderstanding. I am afraid that I am not good enough, because when I contribute in English, I am not sure if my words will be understood. So to Better communicate English I need to practice more. But I also realize see and understand that we all interpret words with our own mind understanding. I realize see and understand it's my assumption tha...