Day 621 wellbeing
Experiencing An inner experience through which I experienced indeterminacy, which I cannot find words for, which I want to, instead embrace what's happening within my mind, I always want to find reason and meaning, sort of perfection, a product of fighting against the not known yet. After some serious consideration What I experience as indeterminacy was, became my frictionpoint, 'my flagpoint', starts within my mind, as my desire within missing something, Designed As the word 'Helping'. In my mind I am Assuming: 'they don't help nobody else to Achieve their goals'. They : (my parents), nobody else (me) . Which became: 'It is a general law that no one helps nobody to achieve their goals.' Perhaps that is why I think I am nobody, nothing worthy, useless. I realize see and understand that I feel comfortable when I know something and uncomfortable if I don't. Another strategy I developed was looking forward and saw several tasks ...