Day 692 change in mind
In my previous posts I came to the realization 'As a result of my contribution I expect An eruption of aggression and violence', Which I can not avoid. For example, always starting up on a different topic, changing direction or saying: 'I do not want to talk about it, then I Isolate myself from contact'. So the change which I have in mind is Always based on the assumption that change is imminent. I have always doubted this premise. This is because my starting point is based on my assumption that I doubt the fact that I can make changes possible because I do not have a direction or goals in mind. The assumption that I have allowed myself to assume something that is now subject to change which is not there. For instance Demanding others: 'what you do, you do on my terms', I accepted and allowed myself That I had to avoid aggression and violence. Those where the terms I started living for. To keep the peace in the house. When I was living with my p...