DALKondersteuning

When you talk about I, you're talking about the story of your mind. The idea of self. Your self idea. Idea's which represents images about how people or things should behave or be. Conditioned by someones own acceptance and allowance. The self-image mind format, which reflects the ownership of the expectation or desire.  A creation From the past images looking for fulfillment in the future. A fugitive I, like a wave at the water surface which any moment will change, than disappears.  I am here, as reality, without this needed mind self-image. I am here as Beingness, which is always Selfhonestly like innocence, Without doubt behind the words I use.  Doubt which exist within my self image mind, which is separated as itself and depends on the energy of my mind, which can change every minute or every single day. When I need something then imbalance covers my perception.  When I notice that voice of this self-image imbalance within my mind, if I am aware of it...

'I do not want to talk about it, then I Isolate myself from contact' for context please see my previous post.  'I do not want to think about what I am yelling around' . I already came to this conclusion at a younger age observing my parents and the way they were communicating with each other.  What I noticed was that they agreed to Communicate with each other in a hostile way.  I realize see and understand that I am thinking about words as 'shout, snarling, unfriendly, disapproving and dismissive'. They created a wall of yelling around me, my brother and sister. They got used to this way of Verbal violence in moments where the doors of there business were closed. When the doors opened they behaved the opposite what I experienced as Sanctimonious and unfair.  This morning I was reading in a Virus free Mind In which Bernard Poolman refers to: In that same bible you can read, as Bernhard Poolman also tells In a Virus free Mind That we are ...