Day 721 otherwise then expected.

The experience of expectation about the outcome of my expectation in relation that I desire to get something from someone is different then what I have expected. 

It's also possible That I feel bad because the outcome of what I've done makes me feel bad. Or do I feel that way because the wrong outcome was my fault? 

I realize see and understand that by writing self-forgiveness I get aware of my expectation, that I can learn which new committed goals I can walk. 

Selfforgiveness 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I Longed for the outcome. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself it was unfair because the outcome was otherwise as expected. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I developed the energy of anger because the outcome of what I expected was different. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I was disappointed in myself because the outcome of what I expected was different. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking 'if I do well I will receive Compliments. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed instead my desire I will receive Compliments the situation turned into aggression and violence. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I experience the energy of resentment when I Observe noise pollution. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I think noise pollution is unfair. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself if the outcome is otherwise as expected then I experience the energy of anger. 

If the experience of expectation is otherwise as expected, then I Stop myself and Breath.

I realize see and understand that I developed my experience of resentment because my expectations 'Longed for by me, about the outcome' was/is otherwise as expected.

If the outcome looks otherwise as I hoped for, then I Stop myself and Breath.

I realize see and understand that: 'What we resent, reveals what we value.' instead noise pollution I am longing for a safehaven where there is no noise pollution. 

I realize see and understand that by allowing others come into my life, I allow support to learn from and provide the structure I need to forgive myself, Breath, realize see and understand and then set goals translated into agreements. 

I commit myself that I have to look at the resentment personality.

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