Day 688 how things can be done differently.

The experience of how things can be experienced and done differently and how to undo the self-creational process that does not benefit self is done in reverse what one once created. 

In one of my previous posts I spoke about the energy of failure and then missed the confidence to openly discuss and speak about the things which Worried me. 

Which essentially made me apply an adjustment that didn't matched with what I wanted to discuss.

I realize see and understand that I have accepted to adapt to instructions which were undermining my development of self-confidence, my experience of how things can be experienced.

Selfforgiveness 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself expecting that things should be done differently when They deviate from my desire. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I need to undo my desire. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself the self-creational process of desire does not benefit me if people act differently. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I was something missing when I was developing my desire. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that my self desire is done, creation of acceptance and allowance, in reverse build as my desire what I once created. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I avoided the things which I wanted to discuss.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I avoided some things I wanted to discuss because I expected a negative reaction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I missed the confidence to openly discuss and speak about what I wanted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have learned to adapt to what I was instructed to.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have accepted to adapt to instructions which were undermining my development of self-confidence.

If and when I adapt to instructions which undermine my self-confidence, then I Stop myself and Breath.

I realize see and understand that I want to avoid that I undermine my self-confidence because I am insecure how people will respond to my contribution during a conversation.

I realize see and understand that my contribution Depends How people will react because I expect rejection of my contribution.

I commit myself that I Write about this expection that I experience the energy of rejection of my contribution In advance of my contribution.

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